: Leadership?

Hey people !!
Tomorrow NO SCHOOL! What a great news. Sadly, it's just one day

Ehemm *
Let's talk leadership today..
First thing, I'm gonna say that. I'm not a good leader :)
I'm not good at leading people but instead helping out leaders..
Totally way opposite.
But I don't really know why and how people look and they think I look like a leader?
Well, I don't really think so...
Honestly, I used to be a quite person. And so as now when I'm facing other people.
Strangers for most.
Organising stuffs? Not really my type :)
I'm not those kind of person who loves to organise stuffs and all.
I just love to do what I want depends on the situation and also my mood..

Lacking of self-confidence, one of my personality as well :)
Whenever, I get lessons or scoldings it just makes me feel that I'm kinda hopeless.
#negative thinking.. I know =.=
Positive positive.. People scold to teach me.
But I hate being scolded.. I never like to be scolded since young..
It really pisses me off sometimes. But I just have to accept it.

I remembered that time. That freaking nothing-to-do counselling teacher.
Just called me to have an appointment with her.
She wants me to share my problems in guarding the class?
I said I really don't have problems.. Then she started to ask other questions..
Well, some of them aren't quite co-operative..
Then, she started to give me talks... which i dislike >.<
Thank god after the exam.. I don't have to meet the counselling teacher again..
No more pressure :)

Ok Back to topic..
In conclusion, I don't wanna be a class monitor next year :)
If I wanna be, being the penolong is way more better.. I guess

Oh ya.. And now SDO
:":Soul:": is currently on my hand now. =3=
The ex-leader went an create a new guild..
Haizz.. So troublesome...
Anyways, I've decided, I am gonna keep this guild..
Never gonna disband it. :)
It's my first long-lasting guild...  Lot's of memories in there.
Hahaha.. Memories can speak a lot u know? =P
No kidding.


Ok.. I guess that's all for today
Have a great one day holiday :)
Gonna rush all my homeworks !!