Silence can be differenciated in many ways.
However, I'm going to say about silence which we have no choice but to do so.
Have you ever felt? That you can't get on to the topic your friends are talking about. I mean friends like best best buddies, those who always accompany you by your side.
Well, I have some sort of issues recently and before too, just not posting because I ain't got the time to do so. Now, at least I have some time to do so, as well as keeping my blog updated too :)
Sorry, to say if this affects any one of you. I'm just giving my mind some space here.
Sometimes, it just feels like we're back to friends and maybe, sooner or later to strangers.
I don't know what will happen, and I don't even wanna think or even bother about it. Cause there's this feeling that we don't have much things to say about. It's like the amount of topic that we talk about is gonna run out. You always share stuffs to people and well, I can't catch up cause either I'm not interested or I haven't have the time to do so. It's a pity to say so. OR it can be my own problem for not wanting to join the topic. Who knows? We might have different opinions and that would probably might lead so some sort of war. It's not like I wanted, whenever I talk with other friends about other stuffs in front of you, but I tried to stop that topic so that you won't feel that you're not getting up to the topic, or generally saying 'being ignored'. I managed to cover up some but instead, you did the same thing back at me, I feel kinda dissapointed though. So, I just have to shut my mouth and remain silence. Listening to your topics which I don't even get it and smile.
That feeling of being not noticed and I just have to stand back.
And somehow, I'm starting to have that feeling for not joining.
Or it really is something to do with myself?
Or am I just being too over - sensitive?
P.S : Please don't ask. Thanks :)
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
: I miss everything :(
OMG OMG OMG.. It's been a very very very superb long time.
Even my friends are saying that my blog is going to be rotten.
I'm back! No worries, Mr. Laziness overtook me. That's why I haven't been posting anything here. Heeee..
I miss those old days. This year, final year and it's time to face a challenging test, SPM.
But, even it's not SPM yet but the mid year exam actually kinda scares me though. Feels like I have not enough time to study. Crap. And my planning seem to fail all the time.
Forced myself to study, but it ain't working at all. I guess I need to plan a new strategy.
By the ways, I MISS PLAYING GAMES!!
I miss my SDO, I miss L4D2, and I wanna try out Fever Mix.
So many things I wanna play but I don't seem to have the time. Sad~
Even, I have no time editing, haven't been editing for quite a time. Oh ya, my mum bought this thing called 'Bamboo' as a birthday gift for me. It's simply awesome. I can actually draw on the computer, can be said like that but not really. It's like a grabbing a notepad and a pen, something like that. However, it has also adobe photoshop element installation disk in it as well. Freaking awesome, it's exactly the same as I used normally on the VAIO laptop. Since, the laptop is spoiled already and yay. I have another backup. But, I haven't really try testing it yet. Haish haish~
Never mind, shouldn't think about games and other stuffs. I should focus more on my coming exam. Gosh~ Next week Meridian's gonna have test as well. Haish, hope my luck will be sticking beside me that week. I don't wanna blank out during the test. I'll feel miserable then. haha..
Well, since I haven't been posting anything here recently. There are actually many things happened around me. But, I'm lazy to say. Gonna wait till I have the mood and the memory too. Blek~
OK, gotta go study Chemistry, cause there will be topical test tomorrow. Bye :D
Study well and take care peeps.
Friday, March 15, 2013
: Blood test
Hepatitis B blood test was done today.
My friends and I went to the bilik kesihatan to get our bloods 'sucked' haha..
Asked my parents permission to do so, filled in the forms and also paid RM16. And there we go, to get our bloods sucked up. Hee..
It was my first time getting my blood 'sucked' (Sorry, I don't know any other words to describe)
Kinda, panic though.. Cuz, I was abit high at the moment. Hmm, but it ended up not really that bad.
My first time taking blood and also first time looking at the sharp needle poking into my skin.
First, the nurse used her rubber gloves to tie around my hand. And, she asked me to hold my grip. I hold, and she patted my arm. Do find the veins I guess.
At first, I wasn't thinking to look at the needle. But I overcomed my fear by looking at it. HAH!
It was kinda freaky though. I forced myself to remain calm, so that it won't be THAT painful.
The nurse rubbed a cotton with some kind of chemical in it, on my hand. And only she started poking the needle in. She poked the needle into my arm, It's like ant biting. She patted my arm awhile, cause I think she couldn't find where's my vein again. Luckily, she did in the end. Pulled the syringe and WALAH there goes my blood.
First time taking blood for 17 years, in my memories.. XD
I remembered that time my mum took me to SJMC for injection.
HPV injection, mostly for girls. So, I have to get 3 injections in a year.
But there will be a jarak, like after 1 month for the 2nd shot, and 6 months later for the 3rd shot.
And of course not one shot semua .. haha I'll die X_X
I think I've posted it before. Heeee~ So, ok la.
If you wanna know more, read all my posts. :P BLEK~
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Thursday, March 14, 2013
: Those days..
After seeing my friends post. Yea, everyone has their own stories and I have mine too.
People may see me as a genius and you may even think that I had done pretty well in my primaries. Don't you? For those who knows me well.
Well, as most of my friends think so, even their parents also think so. But guess what?
I am not a nerd like, or smart ass whatsoever during my primaries. My results sucks.
I'm sure some of you may even think that I have scored like full distinctions in my UPSR. But, oh well. You have the wrong idea of me.
Let's get back to primary time. I, was from the 11 class of a total of 15 class in Yak Chee. Can be also said almost the last. I used to have some bad ass friends in primary school. Well, you know behind classes. Always the bad ones.. Yea.. I have my own gang. Primaries, we always used to stay in one gang and criticize the other gangs somehow. Yup, this is what I do last time. With my buddies. I wasn't really talkative, until now. Same as usual. My friends don't really study. Most of the time, we play and chat and do other stuffs. I forgot. Haha.. So I don't really study much as well too. I got 3A 3B 1C for my UPSR results. That was really really bad, I suck I know.
I bet most of you didn't expect it right? Haha, people improves. It depends ...
My primary classmates boys, some of them were like gangsters. Sry, to say. I'm not criticizing them, just describing. Well, can be said so. Cause one of my friend's brother, can be said like a gangster but not really one la. Maybe his the cause of some of my classmates got influenced. Or maybe not :3
Our class is always the troublemaker too. There was this case, my ketua kelas, a kinda naughty boy. Well, teachers you know, they always set the naughty ones as leaders so that they think that he can change. So it was him, if I was not mistaken he made a bet with my another friend to scratch a teacher's car. His character is like those kia su people, and that's why he really went and scratched the teacher's car. Then, after the teacher found out. It was my computer teacher's car. She was kinda young, and she mistakenly thought that it was the student from the other class who did that. But, then.. She only knew that it was my class monitor who did it, he was told to pay back for the car repairs. That time, his grandparents came and helped to pay and apologize to the teacher. Kind pity though.
And there was also this time, my friends and I used to challenge how many eraser dust can we collect. As I told early, gangs right? Yea, gangs.. Someone started with rubbing those rubber and collecting the dust. And guess what? I could not believe myself that I've done someone childish like that before. First it started all with a girl, then she got her friends to help her, and my close friends got curious and they decided to challenge one another and see who collects the most rubber dusts. We even placed the rubber dust into plastics and tied it with rubber bands, lol.. By that time, my gang was winning. And the girl, felt disappointed and she cried and went to told the teacher. Almost all of the class were involved, including myself. Then, the teacher punished us, but I forgotten what she punished. Hahaha, such memorable memories.
There is more to share though, but it's late and I'm gonna sleep. Nights peeps!
People may see me as a genius and you may even think that I had done pretty well in my primaries. Don't you? For those who knows me well.
Well, as most of my friends think so, even their parents also think so. But guess what?
I am not a nerd like, or smart ass whatsoever during my primaries. My results sucks.
I'm sure some of you may even think that I have scored like full distinctions in my UPSR. But, oh well. You have the wrong idea of me.
Let's get back to primary time. I, was from the 11 class of a total of 15 class in Yak Chee. Can be also said almost the last. I used to have some bad ass friends in primary school. Well, you know behind classes. Always the bad ones.. Yea.. I have my own gang. Primaries, we always used to stay in one gang and criticize the other gangs somehow. Yup, this is what I do last time. With my buddies. I wasn't really talkative, until now. Same as usual. My friends don't really study. Most of the time, we play and chat and do other stuffs. I forgot. Haha.. So I don't really study much as well too. I got 3A 3B 1C for my UPSR results. That was really really bad, I suck I know.
I bet most of you didn't expect it right? Haha, people improves. It depends ...
My primary classmates boys, some of them were like gangsters. Sry, to say. I'm not criticizing them, just describing. Well, can be said so. Cause one of my friend's brother, can be said like a gangster but not really one la. Maybe his the cause of some of my classmates got influenced. Or maybe not :3
Our class is always the troublemaker too. There was this case, my ketua kelas, a kinda naughty boy. Well, teachers you know, they always set the naughty ones as leaders so that they think that he can change. So it was him, if I was not mistaken he made a bet with my another friend to scratch a teacher's car. His character is like those kia su people, and that's why he really went and scratched the teacher's car. Then, after the teacher found out. It was my computer teacher's car. She was kinda young, and she mistakenly thought that it was the student from the other class who did that. But, then.. She only knew that it was my class monitor who did it, he was told to pay back for the car repairs. That time, his grandparents came and helped to pay and apologize to the teacher. Kind pity though.
And there was also this time, my friends and I used to challenge how many eraser dust can we collect. As I told early, gangs right? Yea, gangs.. Someone started with rubbing those rubber and collecting the dust. And guess what? I could not believe myself that I've done someone childish like that before. First it started all with a girl, then she got her friends to help her, and my close friends got curious and they decided to challenge one another and see who collects the most rubber dusts. We even placed the rubber dust into plastics and tied it with rubber bands, lol.. By that time, my gang was winning. And the girl, felt disappointed and she cried and went to told the teacher. Almost all of the class were involved, including myself. Then, the teacher punished us, but I forgotten what she punished. Hahaha, such memorable memories.
There is more to share though, but it's late and I'm gonna sleep. Nights peeps!
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
: Rainy and hot..
Hello PEEPLE! XD
It's been a long time AGAIN.
How are you guys? I bet some of you are having your exams now, but I finished last week. Anyways, good luck to all of you. May you get great marks and also pass with flying colours.
The weather is being kind weird these few days. It's freaking hot in the afternoon and freaking rainy in the evening. Climate changing I guess. Drink lots and lots of water people :D
OMG, my dad is really obsessed with Slotomania, a slot machine game on Fb.
I find it boring, cause you just have to click the same button over and over again.
I find it not really intersting though. But, my dad. Plays it EVERYDAY!
It's like eating rice for him.
I asked him why play this game, not boring?
He said, that just wanna catch up with his friends levels. Okay.. LOL
Many of my dad's friends, all those uncle uncle play Slotomania. So well, I understood.
And he asked me to help him to get his Mega Bonus. AND!! He smsed me to tell him the bonus redeemed. Gosh, you gotta be kidding me.
Haish~ He's my dad, I guess I just have to do what he says.
Ok, now school.
School, hmm.. Nothing special. Same as usual.
But, I've got something to share also. My Biology teacher had a sore throat, I think it's because she shouted at our class yesterday. And, today she doesn't have any voice left. Empty power.
Kinda pity though, but she still continued to teach us. And, she used the white bored to write and communicate with us.
Somehow, she find it quite funny and interesting. As she wrote on the board and told us, that she find it quite funny because we all have to keep our mouth shut and observe what is teacher gonna write on the board.
Haha, awesome.. Very rare to see teacher who continues to teach after he or she has a sore throat.
Normally, teacher who has a sore throat would just stay and sit there on the teacher's table and let us do out own thing.
Ok la, that's all for today I gues..
Hehe, Take care and have a nice day :D
countdown 15 days
It's been a long time AGAIN.
How are you guys? I bet some of you are having your exams now, but I finished last week. Anyways, good luck to all of you. May you get great marks and also pass with flying colours.
The weather is being kind weird these few days. It's freaking hot in the afternoon and freaking rainy in the evening. Climate changing I guess. Drink lots and lots of water people :D
OMG, my dad is really obsessed with Slotomania, a slot machine game on Fb.
I find it boring, cause you just have to click the same button over and over again.
I find it not really intersting though. But, my dad. Plays it EVERYDAY!
It's like eating rice for him.
I asked him why play this game, not boring?
He said, that just wanna catch up with his friends levels. Okay.. LOL
Many of my dad's friends, all those uncle uncle play Slotomania. So well, I understood.
And he asked me to help him to get his Mega Bonus. AND!! He smsed me to tell him the bonus redeemed. Gosh, you gotta be kidding me.
Haish~ He's my dad, I guess I just have to do what he says.
Ok, now school.
School, hmm.. Nothing special. Same as usual.
But, I've got something to share also. My Biology teacher had a sore throat, I think it's because she shouted at our class yesterday. And, today she doesn't have any voice left. Empty power.
Kinda pity though, but she still continued to teach us. And, she used the white bored to write and communicate with us.
Somehow, she find it quite funny and interesting. As she wrote on the board and told us, that she find it quite funny because we all have to keep our mouth shut and observe what is teacher gonna write on the board.
Haha, awesome.. Very rare to see teacher who continues to teach after he or she has a sore throat.
Normally, teacher who has a sore throat would just stay and sit there on the teacher's table and let us do out own thing.
Ok la, that's all for today I gues..
Hehe, Take care and have a nice day :D
countdown 15 days
Saturday, March 9, 2013
: OMG. Awesome mashup..
Check out this cool mashup that people have been sharing through Facebook.
50+ pop songs mixed all up..
Awesome.
An eight minutes, video..
Reasonable to watch :D
Enjoy~
Monday, February 25, 2013
: Ahhhhhhhhhh! T_____T
Ahhhhhh! I'm so stressed up right now.. T______T''
I wanna drop accounts. I've made up my mind, I wanna drop, I wanna drop, I wanna drop.
I can't stand the pressure anymore. I just wanna drop.
Staring at any account books for a time, makes me so scared and I don't know what to say.
I just dislike that feeling.
Teacher, just got pissed somehow and I'm more and more afraid of her. I'm so scared T__T
I just wanna drop accounts. Mummy, what time are u coming back? I wanna discuss this with you.
I'm tired, I had enough..
Getting stuck in the traffic for hours, have tuition at night. No time for dinner, had a glass of coffee and off straight to tuition. I pity myself..
I'm not used to having a life like this.
I doesn't really benefit me though. It makes my ratio lower and lower. I never scored A before.. ( if not mistaken)
I know.. Some of you may say I'm ridiculous, such a chicken.
Yes. I am a chicken, I like to chicken out. I dislike pressure. I don't like stress.
My guard is losing down, I think I'm really really gonna give up soon.
Haish.. Thinking about this week's Account test, not the school's one. Gives me more pressure..
I remembered teacher yelled at me how bad my work was. And, she will she my test the coming week. I wanna chicken out. I'm scared, scared and scared..
I'm a scaredy cat. Someone please save me.. T_____T
I was holding my Bio book just now, planning to read but.. Nothing's going into my mind T___T
I can't even focus on my studies now, exam's are coming.
I have to make up my mind also, if not it will be too late. Cause it would be registered to the ministry of education. Please make up my mind, please make up my mind.
HELP!!!! T____________T
I wanna drop accounts. I've made up my mind, I wanna drop, I wanna drop, I wanna drop.
I can't stand the pressure anymore. I just wanna drop.
Staring at any account books for a time, makes me so scared and I don't know what to say.
I just dislike that feeling.
Teacher, just got pissed somehow and I'm more and more afraid of her. I'm so scared T__T
I just wanna drop accounts. Mummy, what time are u coming back? I wanna discuss this with you.
I'm tired, I had enough..
Getting stuck in the traffic for hours, have tuition at night. No time for dinner, had a glass of coffee and off straight to tuition. I pity myself..
I'm not used to having a life like this.
I doesn't really benefit me though. It makes my ratio lower and lower. I never scored A before.. ( if not mistaken)
I know.. Some of you may say I'm ridiculous, such a chicken.
Yes. I am a chicken, I like to chicken out. I dislike pressure. I don't like stress.
My guard is losing down, I think I'm really really gonna give up soon.
Haish.. Thinking about this week's Account test, not the school's one. Gives me more pressure..
I remembered teacher yelled at me how bad my work was. And, she will she my test the coming week. I wanna chicken out. I'm scared, scared and scared..
I'm a scaredy cat. Someone please save me.. T_____T
I was holding my Bio book just now, planning to read but.. Nothing's going into my mind T___T
I can't even focus on my studies now, exam's are coming.
I have to make up my mind also, if not it will be too late. Cause it would be registered to the ministry of education. Please make up my mind, please make up my mind.
HELP!!!! T____________T
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